When Charlie Vernon first told me in November of 2015 that I would be writing a new bass trombone concerto for him, he highlighted two things: 1) that it would be the “most profound, beautiful and lasting musical event to be played on the bass trombone” (thanks, Charlie, I’ll do my best), and 2) that it would be “a great story, like a book you can’t stop reading.”

As I thought about these requirements, I began to think about something I consider pretty profound: life itself. Perhaps this is because at the time of the world premiere I will be 50 years old, when one starts thinking about such heavy subjects; but suffice it to say that it seemed a good time to write something that heeded the significance of life.

In thinking about life, I kept coming back to the rhythms of life, and its ups and downs. This idea spurred on my initial inspiration, and I begin to feel a pulse that would inspire the entire work. A pulse, of course, fits nicely into both worlds: life and music. I couple this early on with a rising note-motif of A-B-C, which serendipitously couples nicely with Charlie’s idea of this piece being like the reading of a book.

And so the piece evolves, with the main A-B-C motif generally revealed in rising fashion in Chapter 1, and in falling fashion in Chapter 2. Ups and downs. The first movement is that of a bass trombone coming of age. It enters the world boldly, but then goes through moments of confusions, nervousness, development and finally, confidence and fun — the latter with jazz references, in honor of one of Charlie’s favorite mediums, as the movement ends with the protagonist at its height. The concerto has traveled from A minor to A major. Life is good.

The second movement (Chapter 2) picks up right where the first left off. It is audacious music brimming with pomposity, and with resolute puffed chest. As it continues, the motif reverses, and lyrical music rides on top of contrapuntal orchestra scoring, as if wisdom has taken the place of hustling angst. The music builds, pulses and grows, and portrays heart-wrenching “life-moments” before finally beginning to subside back to a period of much reflection and thought. There is a direct segue (no pause) into the Epilogue, now back in A minor, which, for a while, remains almost still. But life is reaffirmed, and the music continues to pulse, and ends rapturously in A major, with the bass trombone still at the top of its game.

I grew up going to Chicago Symphony concerts as a child. Then, as a young trumpeter, I often dreamed of someday sitting and performing on the stage at Symphony Center in Chicago. Even though that dream won’t happen, I am thrilled to have a world premiere of my music with my favorite orchestra, on that very stage, and under the direction of Maestro Riccardo Muti. I have Charlie Vernon to thank for this, and I can only hope that my music will serve the bass trombone and music world well, and come as close as possible to Charlie’s vision of a “profound, beautiful and lasting” creation.